Hello Blog World!!!

Well this is my first post and I am hoping that blogging about my severe anxiety disorder will be a sort of therapy for me. As you can see by my blog title not only am I an anxious momma I have also traveled the road of infertility and treatments. I have a wonderful 4 1/2 month old son that I call "Tuna". He was born about 3 years after we started treatments. I have PCOS and will be sharing those struggles as well since they are such a large part of my past and present. I feel the PCOS and symptoms aggravate my anxiety. I am hoping this will be my safe place to vent about my emotions and struggles. Tuna is such a huge part of my world (my whole world, who am I kidding) so I am sure there will be a lot about him on here. I don't know if I will post pics though. Not that I am afraid of the interent world but afraid of my family (specifically the in- laws) stumbling upon this. They don't understand that what I am going through is very real and I can't just turn off the anxious thoughts. Pouring my heart and soul out just to be criticized is not the goal of this blog. I need a release. A place to get out of my own head. I am gonna go try to figure this blog thing out and make it look nice (well attempt to ). Here goes nothing...